On my quest of healing and thriving, I am seeing how much of my inner child I need to also heal.
She is so broken and beaten down. She is truly the one that is afraid and scared of life and the world. So I find myself buying more βchild-likeβ things, with my βchild moneyβ (my job is so low pay itβs like an allowance).
Itβs really hard not being able to take care of mys...
2024-03-28 02:49:18 +0000 UTC
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And some streaming services too! Iβm really hoping to be able to start making content in April β€οΈβπ©Ή
Iβve taken it really chill lately as some crazy health stuff has come up. I guess living in stress for years (and all that other stuff) really does wonders to the organs and immune system, who knew π€ͺ
But having this safe space (figuratively and physically) I have now i...
2024-03-26 19:32:38 +0000 UTC
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Hi! Itβs been quite the week.
My brother and his fiancΓ© left yesterday afternoon so there are no further obligations to be at and attend for wedding stuff.
On the flip side, Iβve been working out a lot lately. Walking by myself or with Daisy, boxing, and just general going to the gym stuff βΊοΈ
Itβs been so great, Iβm starting to feel like a person again with my hor...
2024-03-18 21:30:31 +0000 UTC
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2024-03-13 07:32:12 +0000 UTC
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The past few days Iβve just been hanging out with my future sister and my brother helping them plan their wedding. Having them here for spring break has been great, and also really hard. More than I expected.
Seeing what could have been, had I been with someone truly right for me. Had I not wasted my time, had I not let it continue. Even seeing them so young and so happy,, hurts a litt...
2024-03-12 20:21:42 +0000 UTC
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I am, getting there.
My youngest brother and his fiance are here for the week (spring break) and itβs been so nice.
Just catching up and hanging out (havenβt seen them in over a year π₯Ί) has been so good for my mental health.
Iβm hoping to make more content this week βΊοΈ
Love you guys, hope you all have a great week π»
2024-03-11 04:11:55 +0000 UTC
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2024-03-08 18:47:03 +0000 UTC
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Posting it here too π©΅
2024-03-07 16:42:02 +0000 UTC
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Iβve got a new YT video ready to upload, Iβm filming a vlog of my day today (hopefully itβll be out late tonight or tomorrow), and I got both of my βreal jobsβ online work done βοΈ
Itβs a good day βοΈ
What are you guys up to today? π
2024-03-07 00:17:20 +0000 UTC
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Iβm so antsy just to start making content again, wild how much I miss it.
I donβt even know where Iβd start. Even my update video was fun. Just talking it out and all that, very therapeutic. Especially not having my lines prepared and just getting to say what I wanna say. Nice, and new for me.
Iβm trying to think of things I can make video wise without computers and equipme...
2024-03-05 16:53:46 +0000 UTC
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Daisy content π
2024-03-04 01:20:53 +0000 UTC
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Just a lil video, with my ADHD running rampant πβπ»
2024-03-04 01:18:58 +0000 UTC
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Another evening of going out and taking photos.
As someone who grew up less than 5 minutes from the ocean, having this back after 5 years has been so healing for me.
Iβm thinking about writing lyrics again, being back with my musically inclined family has really gotten me back into singing and wanting to write again. Maybe someday Iβll share that kind of stuff too.
Words ...
2024-03-02 07:22:30 +0000 UTC
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I love taking photos of the moon.
I love the moon, the moon is my safe place. For me, itβs when no one else is awake, and itβs just me. Peace and quiet. Whether it was peace and quiet from getting yelled at that day, or even just peace and quiet from a great day like today with my family.
Sometimes you just need the quiet. The space to truly be free and yourself because no one...
2024-03-01 04:53:08 +0000 UTC
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Thank you. Iβm not sure what else to say really. I have nothing to offer yet,, but youβre still here. I am truly grateful for you 3. I canβt wait to start saving up for all my equipment needed to do this and actually give you guys something for your generosity β€οΈ
I for a while will still feel like I donβt deserve it (thank you ADHD) but I am doing my best to accept, not feel g...
2024-02-28 16:49:28 +0000 UTC
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Trying to get back into the habit of walking everyday π»
Couldnβt help but stop and smell the flowers~ β¨
2024-02-28 01:19:04 +0000 UTC
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Good morning βοΈ
Iβm taking the day slow with my pup Daisy πΌ
After that I have some job applications and some writing to do for making this channel how I want it βΊοΈ
Hope everyone has a lovely day π»
- B
2024-02-27 18:49:13 +0000 UTC
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Hi~ and welcome to my safe space π±
I love watching content and sharing the fun with others π
I just need some time to get content going, so stick to the $2 for now~
get comfy, make yourself at home, and letβs have some fun βΊοΈ
2024-02-27 18:16:15 +0000 UTC
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