Update
Added 2025-12-04 09:18:35 +0000 UTCHey all,
Just wanted to give you a quick progress report. I've been working to get a main channel video out by the end of this year, butāyou probably won't be surprised to hearāI am running behind. I'm at the stage of finalizing a script so I can filmāa much simpler production than CONSPIRACY, which should go much fasterābut I've been sick most of the last two weeks, which has destroyed the last of my hopes of publishing two videos in the same calendar year.
I am feeling better now, and am still confident I can get this video out in the next couple months. After that, there will be a burst of Tangents, a CONSPIRACY retrospective/BTS, and another attempt to reach the two-main-channel-videos-per-year goal.
Hope you're all getting by in these, you knowāthese times. Thanks as always for your support!
-Natalie
Comments
Well over a week of radio silence on Xtheeverythingappā¦I just know Natalie is cooking up some next level shit for the people. Current mood: gryped (grateful & hyped)
Theo Stratford
2026-01-20 19:44:51 +0000 UTChttps://youtube.com/clip/UgkxIVJblQVzwsIf_TIiVUzyB3UPSRstIEE4?si=ZyJhiswUe2kSd4-_
Fake Name
2026-01-20 08:13:23 +0000 UTCaaaaaaaas a biracial, jewish, agnostic nyc gorlie of the year 2000^tm^ I hopped into the comments to see how my fellow stans were doing in these trying times and felt virtuously compelled to post. I donāt want to disparage critique ā itās usually a sign of a functioning mind ā but some of these comments feel like theyāre expressing dissatisfaction as if they represent āwhat the majority of well-meaning, non-radicalized viewers think,ā or as if Natalieās moral validity is contingent on perfectly mirroring everyoneās own individual, and often conflicting, sentiments about an ongoing, emotionally catastrophic conflict. I feel my own morals being vicariously held at gunpoint on this topic. Thereās something especially disheartening about seeing this directed at someone whose work has, for years, explicitly unpacked the psychic toll of being deluged with bad-faith, absolutist, or dehumanizing commentary ā and who has repeatedly emphasized epistemic humility, uncertainty, and the limits of individual perspective. If literally anyoneās audience should recognize how corrosive that dynamic is, itās this one. Iām not calling for anyone to co-sign her every comment. But I am calling for everyone to stop expecting her to speak only in truths or glory. I do want her to know that many of us see whatās happening here, and appreciate the care sheās taken in speaking about something where there are no clean answers. For what itās worth, Iāve personally felt closely aligned with everything Iāve heard her say so far ā not because itās perfect or exhaustive, but because itās thoughtful, human, and refuses easy moral theater. this was written with love anyway thx queen step on me anytime! also tangent request slightly louder than everyone elseās: the absolute magic of season six of love island usa <3
Maya
2026-01-13 21:10:57 +0000 UTCLove you queen, I'm so excited! I'm new to your Patreon, but I just wanted you to know that CONSPIRACY literally changed my life. My dad is a big time conspiracy theorist going back to the 90s, like so big he took me to January 6th when I was 18 (we didn't storm the capitol or anything. Also before Trump spoke did you know he played Candle in the Wind? There's poetry in there I'm not smart enough to unpack lol). I remember him showing me the Fall of the Cabal on BitChute, and he used to walk around telling people about frazzled.rip. He insisted we read this book called "The Curse of Canaan" by Eustace Mullins, which was this book about how white people are the real children on Shem and the jews are the children of Ham I think? One conspiracy I'm disappointed you missed is that Barbara Bush is apparently Aleister Crowley's daughter who was conceived in a depraved SSSSexual ritual. But your analysis that conspiracism is a belief system, and almost a religion, really helped me understand where my dad was coming from and why his beliefs were wrong. I remember him saying "I believe that world was created to facilitate the resolution of the conflict between good and evil", and I was like WAIT THAT'S DUALISM NOW IT ALL MAKES SENSE WHAT I'm so glad you made this video. I had fallen down the 4chan alt-right rabbit hole for a few years, and it was youtubers like you (and a patient gay coworker) who pulled me from the brink and helped me understand why my beliefs were fucked up and wrong. Thank you for what you do. I just want you to remember that your youtube channel changed my life for the better, and I think that counts for something.
Eww Hay
2026-01-13 01:51:14 +0000 UTCHi Natalie, I unfortunately can no longer be a Patreon supporter after learning about your statement on Gaza. Iāve been an ardent fan for years now and your video essays have had a massive impact on my life and values. Over the years Iāve even hosted watch parties for your videos like theyāre movie premiers. More importantly, Iāve looked up to you as a voice in leftist and liberal circles who cuts through the noise of self-defeating leftist rhetoric that promotes despair and inaction. It was disappointing to see how your statement mirrored all that you once criticized in videos like āCanceling.ā To say that all the posting and protesting on behalf of massacred Palestinians has done little but radicalize Americans into electing Trump is, well, not true, but more importantly, highly irresponsible for someone like you who I believe at this point is a public intellectual, someone whose voice could BE a force for change. I do hope and believe that you change your mind on the value of continuing to FIGHT, with words, protests, money, and yes, public stances, against the Israeli state and the genocide of Palestinians. I hope that you do so, even privately, without making another statement or video. Until then, wishing you love, health, safety, and peace. Bye gorge ā¤ļø
Ahmed Farah
2026-01-06 16:08:32 +0000 UTCHi Nat. You may remember me from such comments as āBOOTS OF BLINDING SPEED THE HOUSE DOWN,ā and āIām full of hate and grief and want to lose myself in drugs,ā which made you laugh on stream! Unfortunately, I can no longer be a Patron, for multiple reasons. (āAirline departureā jokes incoming!) I was horrified to hear that leftists were spamming you with Gaza war footage for telling people to āvote blue.ā You didn't deserve that. FWIW, I wouldāve voted blue if I were American. But your response shouldnāt have been to deny *the very real & multifaceted uniqueness of this atrocity,* and to suddenly treat the subject as unmentionable and beneath you. I was confused by this change, then noticed that your most incisive (and correct) posts about Gaza from 2024 were deleted too. Now when you post, āAfter 10/7, videos of Palestinians parading a young womanās corpse through the street inflamed support for the assault on Gaza,ā people notice the subtext, and the active & passive voices. As you know, JK Rowling went from a trans ally, to āan ally with concerns,ā to an ardent bigot. She claims, credibly, that this was down to how "trans activists" treated her online. Careful: this āoppositional defianceā in response to bullying is compelling, but not worth surrendering to. Like a whirlpool. My goal isnāt for you to feel accused by whining stans, or to apologize or placate. I want you to know how you came across to well-meaning viewers who arenāt radicals of any kind. That aside, Iāll always think youāre a sorceress of creativity, funny as hell, and deserving of peace. For my part, Iāll continue to wear my STOP BEING POOR t-shirt in hopes that it comes true. PS: It is January 6th, so in honour of this holiday of your culture I wish you a Merry Liberalmas. Au revoir, etā¦ Et oui.
Pikaia Glass
2026-01-06 08:36:49 +0000 UTCGlad you're on the mend. You are always worth the wait Natalie ā¤ļø
Chrissy Velveteen
2025-12-19 18:30:23 +0000 UTCAre you in the throes of pre-production? Any pre-filming rituals you have developed over the recent videos (besides the obvious blood sacrifice)?
Andrew May
2025-12-16 07:44:14 +0000 UTC
