I'm sorry guys...
Added 2024-07-24 05:33:37 +0000 UTC(x2 playback if ya need)
The last update needed I think, I appreciate you guys' encouraging comments. I'll do my best with the cards I was dealt. I am looking forward to your company again, I have felt so incomplete being this far out the loop the past two weeks, it gave me a sense of comfort even giving this update tonight. Going to finally try to get some good rest tonight.
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Honestly I know you've got things that are still keeping you stressed but I'm so happy just to know your in somewhere where you can safely regroup and work on making progress with everything you want to do. I've got no doubt it's stressful and everything isn't sorted out but I felt too emotional and dramatic thinking about you being out in limbo just trying to figure it out. I'm glad you have that support system but I know you have the determination to make it work even if it's not the smoothest path so we'll be here cheering you on and if this doesn't work the next thing will! Life is a series of those kind of hurdles but it definitely does get better the longer you're out on your own.
mssmercedes
2024-07-26 02:04:18 +0000 UTCahhh Iโm just happy to see you housed and safe, this must all be so stressful but I believe everything will work out ๐๐พ itโs a new beginning and good things will come your way soonโจ
imani
2024-07-26 01:12:59 +0000 UTCheads up, its going to be alright๐ช
sey
2024-07-25 11:55:37 +0000 UTCI have been allowing myself to feel the emotions for the past two days but not to try to be consumed by them. It's especially easy when I'm alone and can just sulk but that's what I have you guys for. Thank you much for continued support, patience and understanding.
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:27:27 +0000 UTCHit me if need to talk fr! I miss our lessons, still got the notifs on my phone each day lol. I am glad to have somewhere too just gotta work my tail off to even keep lights on till I can go back home or move on to next step. Looking forward to watching some variety n stuff with yall again
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:26:23 +0000 UTCI'm internalizing a lot yo, I need to just scream or cry maybe that'll do some good lmao. I appreciate you and the kind words. Doing my best!
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:25:21 +0000 UTCI'm trying to take it as a good thing too, you certainly can. At the moment I'm just trying to buy stuff to cook with and get groceries so everything I need is here and my time out can be minimized. Thank you so much for wanting to assist, if you want to, my venmo is anthonysnobody - Paypal is https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/realanthonynash
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:16:05 +0000 UTCGood looks Nai, thank you for keeping me in your thoughts. I have a headache knowing it's coming up in two weeks and I haven't been able to work and stuff due to all of this stuff. I'll try to find footing, and I appreciate y'all as always being here at the end of the day. I hope things can remain encouraging and bright over here, needing y'all more than ever mentally man.
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:14:17 +0000 UTCIt definitely is, thanks for adding to the positivity pot, I'll be trying to refer to this when it all feels so difficult. I've been appreciating that, and the words of encouragement from my Grandma have been nice to hear.
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:13:14 +0000 UTCAppreciate ya Aly! Sending em right back, thank you so much for looking out. โค๏ธ
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:12:03 +0000 UTCSending it right back, actually, was able to find that peace as soon as I turned the camera back on, knowing I'd be with you guys. ๐งก
anthonytoo
2024-07-25 06:11:40 +0000 UTCiโm so thankful that you have somewhere to lay your head, thatโs been on my mind heavily lately so itโs a relief to hear you have a roof over your head. even if it is not in your price range. ngl even i got headache hearing that price. ๐ญ but i do think things will work out! just give it some time and i believe youโll find your way, weโre here supporting you with every step you take and you have a support system behind you family/friend wise! so letโs try and keep our spirits up! โก
sincerely, nai. โก
2024-07-25 04:55:29 +0000 UTCMan I'm so sorry to hear :(( it sucks having to be at a place that's full of misery, hopefully things start looking up for you!! Sending you much luck!
Daniela V.
2024-07-25 04:22:06 +0000 UTCYou got this! But know if you can't hold on any longer there's no shame in looking for something else
Daniela V.
2024-07-25 04:21:24 +0000 UTCSending positive energy your way ๐งก๐งก I hope you can find a moment of peace in the chaos.
nick!!
2024-07-25 03:34:33 +0000 UTCsending positive, healing vibes your way anthony. please dont apologize and focus on your health first before everything else โค๏ธ
aly
2024-07-25 02:13:29 +0000 UTCYouโve got this ! And it will all work out somehow! Donโt you dare apologize for life happening and it is overwhelming when it happens lol
Alicia
2024-07-25 01:28:28 +0000 UTCi canโt believe how hard it is to go through thisโฆyouโre strong anthony๐ช it will be alright, its okay to feel every kinds of emotions tooโฆi hope it will work out, for now im glad you found a safe place:,)๐ Take your time and stay safe๐ iโll wait for you๐ซก
sey
2024-07-24 23:19:40 +0000 UTCIm glad you were able to find a place even thought its on the expensive side! Let us know if thereโs anything we can do it help. Can I donate through Patreon to help you out a bit or venmo/paypal? I hope youโre doing okay and everything works out for the better!
pr37
2024-07-24 22:17:31 +0000 UTCNo no, you've been through enough, the last thing you need is someone hitting you ๐๐
Daniela V.
2024-07-24 16:13:42 +0000 UTCIm glad you were able to find a place! Honestly all of this sounds so stressful, but you are handling this a lot better than I could have. Donโt be too hard on yourself. You got this!
Chanyeol
2024-07-24 15:36:11 +0000 UTCi am so happy you were able to get a place! definitely missed ur content! ik ur in a stressful situation rn but iโll keep praying for u! only good things to come in the future! manifesting the best! :)
Soulsocietyz
2024-07-24 12:27:27 +0000 UTCliterally started tearing up watching this bc i have been exactly where you are and it is not easy. i'm so glad you have a support system even if they aren't with you currently in TX. i know it is super stressful rn and you feel so alone and "stupid" as you said (you're not btw sometimes shit just doesn't work out and it sucks but it's life). i agree with them to just give it a bit of time and try your best to make it a home and feel comfortable, and if it doesn't work out than at least you can say you tried! i'm so happy you got a place and as ridiculous as the price is, ITS YOUR SPOT! take your time to adjust man we are here for you whenever you need us and please don't worry about us we just want you to be okay ๐ซถ๐ป
chloe ๐ค
2024-07-24 12:06:41 +0000 UTCI hope you get settled down ok. I know the only thing we can give you are words and I hope we can encourage you and help you through all this
Phoufrou
2024-07-24 11:42:35 +0000 UTCI am so sorry to hear that Dani, hit me anytime. Iโve been in that mode all week, I too feel like I lost so much leaving even though it was supposed to be for the better. We really just have to go through these motions I guess, itโs been a while since Iโve been this shaken up and I think we just have to try our best in general, however we can. ๐
anthonytoo
2024-07-24 07:09:58 +0000 UTCTotallyโฆ sadly the standard was a little higher for the 2 bedrooms basically at 2-2100 everywhere I looked, this one had a special and made it a little cheaper but it just irks me so much that this was all I had unless I was in the trenches ๐ญ
anthonytoo
2024-07-24 07:08:27 +0000 UTCFelt this! Me at my job rn but Iโm just tryna hold on ๐ช๐ฎโ๐จ
Kasia
2024-07-24 06:42:23 +0000 UTC1700 for a 1 bedroom is crzyyy I miss when shxt used to be like 800 smh. But glad youโre finally in your spot, you got this ๐ช๐พ!! Itโs only the beginning !
Kasia
2024-07-24 06:39:58 +0000 UTCI feel you so much, I'm currently at a job that's makes me feel so miserable and sad. My mom always told me to next quit a job if I don't know if I'll have another to immediately replace it but it's just so hard to stay where I'm at. I just try to focus on the small things that make me happy and content to keep going. Maybe when I return to school everything will be better. I hope things go amazingly for you and I'm sure a great opportunity will open itself for you
M@rry
2024-07-24 06:18:13 +0000 UTCI'm so happy you were able to find a place. I was watching some of your older videos on patreon and was just thinking about you and worrying if you was okay. I'm sorry all this has happened but it's probably hard now only cause you weren't expecting this, but give yourself some time to get used to this. Don't stress yourself too much. If it would help you could set up a gofundme so you can get food (cause ik how hard it is when you first move food wise) and some extra for the essentials that you need. Would also love to pull up and watch some shit with you but I'm all the way in las vegas๐คฃ so that's out
M@rry
2024-07-24 06:14:29 +0000 UTCGlad you were able to find a place life can suck but take it day by day and Iโm sure youโll be able to figure it out, think positive at least you were able to put one foot forward and Iโm sure and hope youโll get the support youโll need, will continue to support as much as possible
johnnyxtsunami
2024-07-24 06:01:03 +0000 UTCMan this almost made me cry, I feel you so hard. Things have just been so shit lately. I had to quit my job cause I just couldn't stay there another second without being in full panic attack mode 24/7. I feel like I lost so much by leaving and I've been going through it. So trust me when I say I feel you and we're here for you no matter what. I know you got this and I'm glad you have a roof over your head at the very least and are safe. Take your time if you need it!
Daniela V.
2024-07-24 05:51:29 +0000 UTCiโm glad you were able to find somewhere to stay, and hopefully things pan out for you so well that this place will actually end up being within your budget. get a good nightโs rest and just take one day at a time! and please donโt feel bad about any of this, the whole situation was entirely out of your control.. all you can do is control your reaction to the circumstances and youโre doing the best you can atm. glad we can support you even just a bit while youโre figuring things out. too crew is always rooting for you!! things will start looking up!! also, iโm glad you took a chance on yourself :) you got this <3 you really never know until you try~
jam
2024-07-24 05:51:29 +0000 UTCTake your time! also 1700 for a 1-2 bedroom is a scam, idc if its the standard lmao
Venus
2024-07-24 05:50:03 +0000 UTC
